aiathias

Entry 40

2009-12-01T06:04:22Z

A while ago I met a pair of hunter brothers.

It was weird to see a relationship like it. It made me think how

I talked to one of them. He seems nice if a little aggressive.

I don't have the energy to write much anyway. Or anything.

Entry 39

2009-11-09T11:22:49Z

*a drawing of an icecap bloom adorns the page, with smeared writing*

Entry 38

2009-11-06T09:55:58Z

I felt that I wanted to vomit.

No more excuses.

No letter. No explanation.

Entry 37

2009-09-25T05:53:06Z

I'm having trouble writing again.

I just hope this is the light at the end of the tunnel and not just a ghost light.

Going to find a mage tomorrow. Things will be different now.

OOC:

2009-09-22T06:01:14Z

Not dead. Just been rather busy and been in a slup. I got better.

Going to adding some more people to write in this journal like in Lainiram's. Manly a shy mage who story I really haven't played with.

As for story reasons. Ai had something bad happened and is still recovering.

Entry 36

2009-06-23T09:56:54Z

I hurt everywhere.

Entry 35

2009-05-19T18:43:12Z

*A huge smear of ink is on the page; covering a majority of the writing.*

I need to talk to Jo soon and apologize.

Entry 34

2009-05-04T08:28:48Z

I've been having bad dreams. I don't remember most of them, but I always wake up terrified.

I'm beginning to worry.

Not so much about the bad dreams, but I feel like I'm going to end up ~~killing~~hurting someone.

Entry 33

2009-04-19T06:51:42Z

I have a desire to garden again. Since I don't have any place for a garden. I should get one. Thank goodness I'm rather convincing. So we're looking for a place to live. Hopefully with a good view of the sun for the window boxes. I'm thinking Talanda's Rose, Mageroyal, Dreaming Glory, and if I'm lucky find a sample of Frost Lotus to cultivate. Tiger Lilies' prefer to be around water so sadly I'm not going to plant them. I might see about getting some Plaguebloom as well. Firebloom and Icecap while nice have their own temperature needs. The natural cold might sit well for the Icecap. Maybe Mountain Silversage for it's color.

Also I wish the letters stop coming.

Met Jo in Dalaran, she kept a bucket of water near her. I was fairly certain she was going to throw it at us. There was also a creepy guy in white but he walked off. Eron's miffed at it, but that's his problem not mine. Beside that guy seemed 'fresh'. Telarion and his rogue friend was there. Telarion mention Eron's 'special name' and got rewarded with a bucket of water. The rogue said he needed a bath. He didn't look or smell like it, but oh well.

Saw Telarion later. I teased Eron a bit, he got mad. Ran off. Slight pain. I found him and talked to him. Jo thought we were fighting and appeared as a drunk black dragon whelp. Thankfully not a blue dragon whelp.

The floor isn't a good place for sleeping, especially in a cheese and wine shop. Had Eron take her into the inn. Where she decided to reveal to us that she doesn't wear underwear and hates covers. It was hilarious seeing Eron's face. We tried to make sure she was covered, but she kept kicking them off. We left since I think neither of us want to see what happens if Jo wakes up. I got enough scars for 10 people, don't want to add another 10.

Entry 32

2009-04-11T16:40:21Z

What is with all these death knights and being cold?

Why am I not cold? I'm actually warmer than most of them.

<coded>

Some of them are talking about eating raw meat, the still bleeding type. That's creepy even for me. Eron also got the idea to keep a flask of mammoth blood around him from one too. Control this. Control that. Suppress this. Suppress that.

Fuck it, I'm trying to get some sense of normalcy. Blood makes me vomit.

Fuck it all. I didn't like killing that much. I liked implanting ideas in some peasant's head and watch how they ruin not only their own and others as well. That was so much fun. I used to do it with some of those cultists when I was bored. It was so much fun watching them tear each other apart.

Killing is such a waste at times. The right death makes everything better. Kill a leader then a few high ranks and watch a whole community fall down into terror! All that fear in their eyes. So many tears. Such a beautiful scene. Add a fire and some diseased

I guess I'm different than most death knights.

<end of the coded lettering>

Entry 31

2009-04-06T16:58:41Z

My hair is now white.

I died when I was about 100* and that was about 9 years ago. I'M NOT OLD. Why in the Realm of Shadows do I have white hair now?

((*- Or whatever the equivilant of 25 is for blood elves.))

Entry 30

2009-04-05T17:45:30Z

Checked in on Jo. She was coughing up blood.

This whole weird ability of mine has some use. Found Lilitharien, the priest that I met a few times, in the tavern below. Jo punctured her lung a bit apparently. Lilitharien healed it up. Glad no one else showed up like last time. I'm surprised at myself that I find it easy to talk to Lilitharien about things. ~~It could possibly be due to her being a priest and I was a priest.~~

I'm in a bad mood as of late.

Entry 29

2009-04-03T23:12:08Z

Spent too much time with killing ogres ~~and other things.~~

Eron started insulting me and saying things that I really don't want to hear. It seemed like everything was going well then being accusing ~~and saying that I~~

I was 'broke' for a few minutes. Then things went a bit out of hand. I have no idea what to think about it right now. Atleast it shows he cares, but I hate that he knows how to destroy what little self-esteem I have so easily. I hope maybe someone will help us about this curse deal. It'll be better for my sanity when it goes. I don't want to spend 10 more years having to be around Eron all the time.

We really need to check in on Jo soon.

((OOC: Oh yeah for those who are bored, this is what Aiathias looked like when he was alive: link.))

Entry 28

2009-04-02T11:36:27Z

I really should write more, but I've been busy.

Eron and I have been meeting up with Jo a lot.

Went to the Kodo on Tuesday. That hunter again threaten me we saying he has a bag of bombs. He also had a warlock with him. I think they like each other. Also saw the other blood elf death knight (a living one), Andalar, too. He brought what I think was his girlfriend along. They're actually real cute looking together. She was a death knight too, but what got me was that seem to look a bit like a male death knight I saw in Nagrand a few weeks or so ago. I asked her if she had a brother. They acted a bit strange. I guess they might have been asked before. Probably was coincidence they look alike. She was a bit shy, but very cheery.

Eron kept insisting this one middle-age blood elf he saw in the crowd in Silvermoon looked like me. He keeps saying the guy might be my father. To be honest. I don't want to deal with sudden relatives in my life right now. He did have a demon and actually looked a bit like me if I was alive, had black hair and good deal older. I'm not holding my breath about it though.

Eron been going from happy to depressed lately. Things are really taking a toll on him. I don't really know much to do and at times I am just so frustrated with him. He wants me to agree with him on almost everything. I don't really know how to help him most of the time.

Jo fell down a cliff yesterday. From the looks of things she didn't break any bones and not seriously hurt. She sent me a letter that I got while following Eron around watching him destroy things in a rage. He thankfully calmed down and we went to see Jo. From her story a half-naked troll found her and took her to Dalaran. They bandaged her up pretty good. I told her to rest a bit.

Later in the evening we met Jo in Ratchet. Family reunion. I really feel sorry for Jo. She says she feels like a doormat. I don't know much about her family, so I won't comment. We decided to she needed to rest more at an inn and took her to the Legerdemain. Eron carried her the whole way like a knight.

She asked me to check her bandages and I decided to put fresh ones on her. She had me move Eron out of the room for a bandage. I don't think he was happy about that. Midway I started to doubt myself, Jo was bruised and I'm worried I might have missed something. Eventually I decided to run out and find a healer just to double check. I didn't really have to run far, just down the stairs, because there was a paladin in the tavern. I'm actually a bit happy for having this weird attribute of smelling the Light, but I would have probably ran passed him.

Thankfully he was willing to help and checked Jo over. He helped eased her bruises after we explain what happened. After a while a tauren from the Kodo joined us, a rogue with some healing herbs for Jo after hearing about her, and what seems to be the paladin's, Telarion, companion he mentioned earlier. I'm indebted to the paladin for all he did to help Jo.

I wish I wasn't dead and not a death knight. Then I could have helped Jo more. I wish I was still just a priest.

I think I'm becoming more bolder, as Eron commented, with displaying my affections. I guess I am. I should probably start to think of changing my last name. Probably to give me a piece of mind at night and to not have to explain in an awkward manner about certain things.

I'm just going to sit here now and watch Eron kill more ogres in Nagrand. He's saying creepy things to me, but that's normal when he gets bloodthirsty. He's pretty good at keeping himself in check. Hopefully after this 'therapy' session, he'll be more relaxed and not become all emotional.

And there's a severed arm of an ogre in a tree. I'm attributing that to Eron.

((OOC: SLEEP NOW, Check stuff later!))

Entry 27

2009-03-25T23:26:03Z

Went to the Kodo again. Roof-priests. A sad lonely tauren Death Knight. A troll lord of dance and song.

Decided to try a hug that one guy, just to annoy him. He dumped soup on me later. I don't know what horrible problem he has with me. I apologize anyway. Not a lot of people seem to like. Maybe I can try to smooth things over this guy, but personally I doubt I want to. He got a problem with me being dead.

Sick of getting stared at or being the center attention. The priest from a night ago came back. Kept trying to find out more about the me being able to smell the Light. I noticed it at Light's Hope. She seemed to know the other death knight that joined us. He seemed to fit in with the public more than us.

Of course there was the troll, Mel'Lodi, who did a dance and song. Eron seemed to enjoy it and so did the priest and her troll friend. There was also druid that sat with us, I never been to Thunder Bluff or Mulgore, but listening to her talk makes me want to travel there.

When we went back to our room later, I found my mailbox full of... animals. Jo seem to have sent me a miniature horde of animals, the majority of which were cats. Don't know where I'm going to keep them all. I think I'm going to call the bombay after someone very special to me. She already decided to play in Eron's hair.

Also speaking of Eron, the shirt he wore yesterday was horrible.

Entry 26

2009-03-24T02:00:01Z

I'm in Conquest Hold. I'm still hazy, but I guess I went out of 'it'.

I have no idea why I have a collar and chain in my possession (or why I bought it) and why Eron keeps trying to get it back.

What the Acherus happened yesterday?

((OOC: Caught up! Woo. Going to do tags and grammar check later.))

Entry 25

2009-03-24T01:55:05Z

I'm sour apple.

Entry 24

2009-03-24T01:53:18Z

Eron dragged me to the Kodo. Thought I needed to get out.

I saw the troll date I won at the auction, Miss Mari'jo. I should call her Jo now. I introduced her to Eron. I think they got along quite nicely.

Jo and I talked a bit. That one hunter that spat on me was there. He yelled at me when I took off of my boot to show what blood elf feet look like (even if it's a dark blue gray color). It seems he's not well liked by a lot of the people, quite sad for him.

Anyway, there were a lot of cats around. It reminded me of starring out the window of our house watching all the stray cats.

After that I caught the attention of a priest. We talked while Eron looked very angry. It was concluded that the smell of clean socks is the smell of the Light. I don't understand why the Light will smell like clean laundry either, but atleast it's better than dirty laundry. Eron talked to me later about my feelings towards the Light. I can't really say much. Eron did somehow cast a paladin spell before. The good thing out of this is that if any of us is seriously hurt, I have a type of radar to find the nearest person to heal. The priest was later harassed by an undead mage who decided to try to experiment on her. I stepped in and helped persaude the undead mage "doctor" to leave her alone. I think her troll friend liked my brother too.

After that 'Jo took us to a nice spot and we watch the sky. We also talked. I told her about the gnomes thinking the stars were made of fire. Also I had to tell her about Eron's and I story, up to a point. I don't know if she understands what we did as Death Knight under him. We killed people. We maimed. We were soldiers. Of course I don't think most people understand why the majority of us left. He sent us to our deaths. I was afraid for my life. I got killed once. Don't want to die a second time.

We were taking to Jo's apartment in Shattrah. Somehow we ended up sleeping in the same bed. Nothing happened thank goodness.

Found a stove covered up and decided to make pancakes. Jo is amazing and so is her house. I don't know if she cared for the pancakes, but I might try something else to cook for her if I can.

She left a bit later, I tidy up a bit. Smacked Eron for looking around and left.

I think I have a new friend. I'm happy.

OOC POST: I wrote a bedtime story on WoW.

2009-03-20T02:36:04Z

Hello, Ai's player here.

Decided you guys might enjoy a little bedtime story I wrote on WoW that kept eronthalos's player up. It's rather rough as it was 3am. I'll probably repost it again whenever I get bored and decide to shape it up.

Unnecessary break ups are me not trying to go beyond the word limit in a /t. Plus I deleted Eron's musings for flow. :(

"I may be a terrible monster at times sweet prince but now... nothing else will hurt you." <-BLAME!

The little prince of demons wandered into a scary cave and met a monster kight. The prince of was demons was scared as it was a monster, but soon it revealed that the monster was also a knight like the prince being a prince but of demons.

The heroic monster knight saw how gentle the prince of demons was and decided to protect the little prince of demons from those that will harm him.

The little prince of demons cared for the monster knight if he got wounded and became his friend.

Together they learned about the world and helped those in the need. Eventually the heroic monster knight fell in love with the prince of demons.

The monster knight was afraid of the prince of demons if he found out. What if he shuns me? What if he laughs at me? What if he doesn't feel the same way?

The monster knight left in the middle of the night, not telling the demon prince where he was going. Afraid. The prince of demons was sad that his friend disappeared and sought for him.

Evnetually after searching the lands and kingdoms for his monster knight, the prince of demons fell into despair. He realised that he fell in love with the monster knight!

Despite searching everywhere, the prince of demons couldn't find his beloved monster knight! Many ages passed until the monster knight returned, still hold love for the prince of demons he met in the dark cave so long ago.

The demon prince had grown a shell of cold ice around his heart by then. Given up all hope that his monster knight will returned.

When the monster knight entered the court of the prince of demons, the prince of demons didn't recognize his beloved monster knight. They have both changed over the years so much!

But the monster knight saw the prince of demons and cried out his name. The prince of demons didn't respond to the monster knight's call for his heart was starting to freeze from the ice around his heart.

The monster knight saw the ice and raced towards the prince of demons. The prince of demons thinking it was another attempt on his life sent his guards after him.

The guards were quickly defeated by the monster knight! He cried out for the prince of demon to remember him as they fought.

With a mighty swing the monster prayed with all of his heart and smashed the icey shell around the prince of demons' heart.

The prince of demons looked up, being free from the coldness that surrounded his heart.

He saw his beloved monster knight. He became so overcome with joy that he shed tears that warmed his heart.

The monster knight looked into the prince of demons' eyes and saw the same feelings for him that had for prince of demons: love.

They lived quite happily ever after.

"the end!"

Enjoy the rough story.

Entry 23

2009-03-20T01:54:32Z

<*coded lettering*>

I woke up not where I was laying last night. Guess Eron must have moved me in the night.

I think I'm going to stop taking those painkillers. I was caught off guard and that death knight from a few days ago was in my room. (*ink blots*)

I don't think Eron will understand why I let him. I didn't enjoy it. It hurt a lot and I'm still hurting from it. I hope I never see him again.

I broke down after that.

<*end of the coded lettering*>

Entry 22 ((I use the swears!))

2009-03-17T00:18:38Z

Been taking some painkillers for my back after I feel on the floor.

The side effect is positive for me for now. I don't feel like throwing myself off of Dalaran or stabbing Eron when I look at him. Or crying for that matter like a child.

<*coded lettering*>

I thought I can delay breaking down. But when some random death knight talks about tying, gagging, and then fuck you, especially when it happened not that long ago, I think it was within my justification to panic then collapse on the floor.

Especially since Eron said he claimed me.

I DON'T BELONG TO ANYONE BUT MYSELF!

Especially not him! Fucking curse! Maybe I should test things out soon. I got enough things for pain, maybe I walk away. I don't even care if I'm driven insane again! I need to get away!

<*end of the coded lettering*>

I'm going to have to take another dose soon. Maybe walk around while Eron is asleep in Dalaran to see if this stupid storybook curse's pain is nullified by painkillers.

Entry 21

2009-03-12T07:24:40Z

Days are getting more interesting and boring.

Eron is down again and I'm putting on a facade as usual. Atleast he's smiling more ~~and bathing more~~. I'm hoping I can keep this up for a bit until he's stable. Quite hard being assertive and supportive when yourself is afraid of messing something and still recovering from shock. I feel like I'm walking on thin ice.

I'm still not completely comfortable, but I have to deal.

Other than 'chores' for various sized blue species, dragons in human form, humanoid walruses, some type of walking fishfolk, and of course the Horde, nothing much to do. We did receive a request for aid to defend some structure, a fortress. It was hard trying to be near Eron while swarms of humans, gnomes, night elfs, dwarves, and purple-guys want to kill you.

After that Eron and some Tauren kept taunting a huge construct while me and some others try to make it stop moving (there were some others healing minors wounds). There was even a paladin. I don't what it is but I smell... clean socks when I'm around priests and paladins. I also smelled it around those floating glass aliens.

Before I forget. Eron is easy to convince to do a stupid task. I made him try to eat a whole roasted pig. It was fun especially when a fellow death knight, a female troll who referred to us as 'boys' -we're definately older than her, helped me cheered my brother into making him sick. After which I escorted him to the sewer grate and hold his head while he threw up. He provides some nice entertainment.

I'm also anticipating the next time Eron loses it. I'm not sure what I'm going to do to make him calm down. Or if I can handle myself. The last time he lost it (*large ink blot*)

Entry 20

2009-03-08T17:00:58Z

~~My brother~~Eron needs to shut up sometimes.

Things are very awkward. I don't have any lasting injuries that I can tell. Hard to say anyway since most of my body is covered from scars.

I can't forgive him, but I have to deal with it.

He sent a letter before I got out of it to ~~mom and dad~~the people that took care of us.

Mom was crying, dad was yelling. (*blot of ink*)

I was adopted.

From what was yelled, I was a child of a warlock and was damned by birth. I don't know the whole story, but I feel sorry for Eron. Well there was no mention that my blood relatives are dead, his were killed. They disowned us for 'being tainted'. I don't understand the disgust over death knights at times. I wasn't turned into one in life, my body shows exactly how I died. It's creepy to see someone you knew back from the dead, but people need to get over it.

Things are just weird now. I have no family. Eron doesn't have a family.

Maybe we're still brothers even though we aren't related. The scars on our hands might prove that.

Entry 19

2009-03-02T23:21:46Z

Eron has been acting scared ever since we were sent to Icecrown. We helped with the Argent ~~Dawn~~ Crusade a bit. It takes me back a bit before our deaths.

Eron keeps thinking that something horrible is going to happen. We survived the "last horrible that happened". We can survive the next one and the one after that.

Entry 18

2009-02-28T10:13:59Z

I'm beginning to hate my life more and more.

Went to the auction. Got my brother a date, a very nice looking troll, but I found shortly after I won that she was attached to someone. I'm not a cruel hearted jerk and decided to give the lady over to her friend, an orc. She would probably liked to spend the night with him instead of two accursed blood elf death knights. I wouldn't blame her at all for it either.

My brother was mad, but thankfully I had cupcakes with me.

We left in the middle after I paid for the auction. I hope the lady enjoys her evening.

Ours was spent in Stormpeaks.

I've been very upset at myself and I just unleashed all my rage against my brother. I really do feel like his babysitter. There was a mage that made a comment that upset my brother apparently and there was the hunter who spit on me at the pub. Do we just attract people to hate us? Is it our hair? Our smell? The fact we don't want to commit suicide and stay in the ground? I know there are death knights who were turned alive, but the fact my skin is dark gray color points to the fact I died.

All the verbal fury and blood smearing eventually made him go into a rage. And well. I hate ~~my life~~ myself. I made him go into one of his blood thirst rages. Probably in hopes he'll attack me fatally. I wish he hates me. I wish he stopped caring for me. That way I can probably be free.

I really loathe myself. I am more of a monster than my brother.